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  The Game is F****&& Brutal Poker is a brutal game. The variance is enormous, and with the rise of online poker education, even micro-stakes games have become significantly tougher. Variance can be incredibly frustrating, especially during extended downswings when you keep losing despite playing well. For many aspiring players, this frustration can become a major trap. Short-term results can wreak havoc on your mindset, leading to impulsive decisions and poor gameplay. It’s important to understand that even if you play well for most of a session, a single big mistake can wipe out your entire stack. The challenge lies in distinguishing whether your losses are due to variance or stem from suboptimal play. This is why reviewing your hands is crucial. Without proper analysis, it’s difficult to tell whether you’re dealing with variance—like bad beats or coolers—or if you’re making fundamental errors. Worse still, tilt can creep in without you even realizing it, and unchecked ti...

Bad Beats, Coolers, and Conspiracy Theories During this bankroll challenge, brutal events happen constantly. From an unrelenting downswing to endless bad beats and coolers, it felt like the opponents were riding an infinite wave of luck while we were stuck on the losing side. It made me wonder: is the game rigged? Are the poker rooms just scam operators draining deposits? Are there even any winning poker players out there? It’s hard to find anyone who has genuinely crushed a bankroll challenge. My progress has stalled. After briefly moving up to 25NL, I’ve had to drop back to 10NL, only to face what feels like never-ending lousy luck. I’m nearing 100,000 hands, and the downswing shows no signs of letting up. Thankfully, I managed to win several bad-beat jackpots, and the rakeback has been a lifesaver, keeping my bankroll afloat. My bankroll is stable enough to grind 10NL all night long without worrying too much about bad beats and coolers. But when will this end? Why does it feel like ...

 The solar energy that fuels Ultraman is quickly exhausted on Planet Earth. As his energy reserves dwindle, his Color Timer starts to flicker. If the Color Timer is extinguished, Ultraman will lose the strength to rise once more. You’ve got this, Ultraman! The clock is ticking! Wait! Is this a Poker blog? Why on earth we're talking about Ultraman here. Please bear with me while I'm explaining this.  For you who are not familiar with the Ultraman thing I have a link for you here about the Ultraman's Color Timer. In a nutshell, the Color Timer shows Ultramans' strength. If the color is blue then he is at full strength. If it starts to flash and turns to red that means the energy level is low.  During my Micro Stakes Poker journey, I've noticed that I have a 'Color Timer'—a point where, after playing for a certain period, my energy and focus begin to wane, leading to poor decision-making. This pattern became apparent when I observed a consistent downswing that ...

Mistakes are an inevitable part of the game. However, we have the power to decide the magnitude of our errors. Would you prefer to make a small mistake or a major blunder? To err is human; to admit it, superhuman - Benjamin Franklin The Ego Just two days ago, I took a shot at 5 NL. Everything was going smoothly until today’s session. My ego got the better of me and I ended up making quite a few big mistakes. Let’s dive into one of these examples below. Set VS Straight | Click to view the poker hand details GGPoker, Hold'em No Limit - $0.02/$0.05 - 5 players Replay this hand on CardsChat UTG: $4.59 (92 bb) CO: $5.34 (107 bb) BU: $5.05 (101 bb) SB (Hero): $5.19 (104 bb) BB: $2.47 (49 bb) Pre-Flop: ($0.07) Hero is SB with 9 ♠ 9 ♥ UTG raises to $0.15 , 2 players fold , Hero calls $0.13 , 1 fold Flop: ($0.35) 9 ♣ T ♥ 4 ♠ (2 players) Hero checks , UTG bets $0.20 , Hero calls $0.20 Turn:...

Anyone can play like a pro when they have the nuts. The Nuts When reviewing my winning hands, I often recall the aforementioned quotes. Yes, if you have the nuts, you can play like Phil Ivey or Daniel Negreanu . So, essentially, if we hold the winning hands and the villain also has a strong hand, then everything we do is correct, as he would call us, right? Let's take a look at my hand below:  Full House VS Flush | Click to view the poker hand details PokerStars, Hold'em No Limit - $0.01/$0.02 - 6 players Replay this hand on CardsChat UTG (Hero): $2.52 (126 bb) MP: $2.61 (131 bb) CO: $0.42 (21 bb) BU: $3.91 (196 bb) SB: $2.60 (130 bb) BB: $1.36 (68 bb) Pre-Flop: ($0.03) Hero is UTG with 5 ♦ 5 ♣ Hero raises to $0.06 , MP calls $0.06, CO calls $0.06, 2 players fold , BB calls $0.04 Flop: ($0.25) J ♦ J ♠ 2 ♠ (4 players) BB bets $0.02 , Hero calls $0.02 , MP raises to $0.04 , CO calls $0.04, BB ...

Bad Beats are the common trigger for tilt, and it did happen to me in this session. Before I'm talking more about this, please take a look at my hand below:  Trips VS Flush | Click to view the poker hand details GGPoker, Hold'em No Limit - $0.01/$0.02 - 6 players Replay this hand on CardsChat UTG: $1.73 (87 bb) MP: $2.00 (100 bb) CO: $6.59 (330 bb) BU: $0.89 (45 bb) SB (Hero): $2.00 (100 bb) BB: $2.34 (117 bb) Pre-Flop: ($0.03) Hero is SB with A ♥ Q ♦ UTG raises to $0.06 , 3 players fold , Hero calls $0.05 , 1 fold Flop: ($0.14) 3 ♥ 5 ♣ A ♦ (2 players) Hero bets $0.11 , UTG calls $0.11 Turn: ($0.36) A ♣ (2 players) Hero bets $0.29 , UTG calls $0.29 River: ($0.94) K ♣ (2 players) Hero bets $0.74 , UTG raises to $1.27 (all-in) , Hero calls $0.53 Total pot: $3.48 (Rake: $0.19) Showdown: UTG shows 7 ♣ 8 ♣ (a flush, Ace hig...