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  The Game is F****&& Brutal Poker is a brutal game. The variance is enormous, and with the rise of online poker education, even micro-stakes games have become significantly tougher. Variance can be incredibly frustrating, especially during extended downswings when you keep losing despite playing well. For many aspiring players, this frustration can become a major trap. Short-term results can wreak havoc on your mindset, leading to impulsive decisions and poor gameplay. It’s important to understand that even if you play well for most of a session, a single big mistake can wipe out your entire stack. The challenge lies in distinguishing whether your losses are due to variance or stem from suboptimal play. This is why reviewing your hands is crucial. Without proper analysis, it’s difficult to tell whether you’re dealing with variance—like bad beats or coolers—or if you’re making fundamental errors. Worse still, tilt can creep in without you even realizing it, and unchecked ti...

Bad Beats, Coolers, and Conspiracy Theories During this bankroll challenge, brutal events happen constantly. From an unrelenting downswing to endless bad beats and coolers, it felt like the opponents were riding an infinite wave of luck while we were stuck on the losing side. It made me wonder: is the game rigged? Are the poker rooms just scam operators draining deposits? Are there even any winning poker players out there? It’s hard to find anyone who has genuinely crushed a bankroll challenge. My progress has stalled. After briefly moving up to 25NL, I’ve had to drop back to 10NL, only to face what feels like never-ending lousy luck. I’m nearing 100,000 hands, and the downswing shows no signs of letting up. Thankfully, I managed to win several bad-beat jackpots, and the rakeback has been a lifesaver, keeping my bankroll afloat. My bankroll is stable enough to grind 10NL all night long without worrying too much about bad beats and coolers. But when will this end? Why does it feel like ...